Rambling Thoughts from an Overwhelmed S/submissive
I don’t want to be the leader either. A difficult thing to give up when you’ve always been expected to be in charge. How nice would life be if one could surrender in their day to day, the way one can surrender in the bedroom? An energy so powerful that it would allow someone like myself to give up all that overwhelms and consumes me. I would love to give myself a permanent demotion from the CEO position I have always had over my life and not feel the weight of obligation to all of those who rely on me to be as I am. To have someone else to be in charge for a change, someone that you have complete confidence in so that you could slow the mind, and pass on that overwhelming sense of responsibility to one who could effectively steer the ship. Not just in a bedroom scene, but indefinitely…
I see way beyond the sexual aspect in this lifestyle. Certainly it is what brought me here in the beginning, but I’ve learned that it is such a small part of what this world is really about.. The above words are perfect, and exactly how I envision it from a submissive female perspective… Beautifully written….These words portray the incredible beauty of dominance and submission.